How can we win? When fools can be kings. Don't waste your time or time will waste you.

hello there,
i'm back from Youth 09'. it was a *bomb*. i never been to a fair that is made by youth for youth before. it was fun, we walked here and there, buy cheap clothes (but the quality is superb), did "coffee talk, hawker woks". and got many photoshoots going on that day, hah i never thought i would do that crazy stuff.

here is some of the pics that i snapped;




The faces of youth of Malaysia.











The faces of youth of Malaysia.








A good one indeed. but i can't agree on it totally, i mean it is all up to you. if u work hard enough and know how to grab opportunities, you're on the game buddy. and, remember, knowledge comes first. to win the race, knowledge is the best ride that you can ever get.







Cheating in exams. well, don't cheat on every exams. and don't copy everything from your friends. exams are for you, to each everyone of us. to evaluate how good you are, to test whether you listen to what your teacher taught you or not. don't cheat a lot. work hard and study smart if you want to be successful. cheating on some questions is still tolerable tho.








Politics. yes, it is an interesting thing to talk about. Malaysia's political scene is full of spices and most recently is about the members of Pakatan Rakyat, fight with each other. how pathetic. this clearly shows that they can never administrate our country. look at Barisan, doing just fine and getting along very well. we, the youth, are going to be the future leaders of this very own land. please, wake up and be competitive to other races. don't just think having fun all the time.







no offense but i don't respect women who smokes. sorry to say but i don't see any pride in you anymore if you smoke. i hate it.











What the heck?. how daring to ask such question. i feel embarrassed after reading this banner. man, you should have shut yourself up and just keep it to yourself. it is a lot better like that.








this picture below, really caught my attention. i stalled for a moment after i saw this banner. it is 'original' to me.



"What is the best way to gain happiness?". ohh my, it is a big question mark right over there. everyone has their own way to achieve satisfaction, excitement and i am pretty sure that the way they execute it, will never be the same each time. me?. i find happiness through my family. i find happiness through music. through Muse. and my friends give happiness to me. before i saw this banner, i never ask myself this question. i never did. it somehow makes me appreciate better the meaning of happiness.



i'll end it here. i'll put on more pic on the next post. blogspot is a moron, can't do too many things at once.

Cheers,
Umar.

I'm off to Youth Malaysia 09' with my band for a gig. Come and join us at PWTC this Friday. Cheers.

A New Tortoise

let us give a warm welcome to 2009. heh i'm quite shocked, time is so fast nowadays, dashing towards the end. to me, 2008 can be considered one of my best year in my life. many things happened in this particular year. you name it; sadness, happiness, laughter, joy, bliss. if i were to list all of them, it won't fit this blog page.

i feel kinda awkward when i'm writing this post. maybe it's because i didn't online that much since SPM is over. my life is boring right now, i'm bored stiff. all that i do during my holidays is just play my guitar, listen to Muse, talking to panda and taking my license. just that. that's it.

resolution. do you guys have any?. i think i have few of them. this resolution, i can say that, it is my 'first time'. before this, i don't take this that seriously. i mean, i just get through the year without any proper plannings whatsoever. anyway. i have some resolutions, they are;

1. i will be patient and get a nice grip on my emotions. i will not get mad easily. in other words, i'm not a hot tempered guy this year. please.

2. i will plan before i act. like, i already have in mind what i am going to study in the university. most probably Quantity Surveying bcuz it involves physics, math and LK. i said 'most probably' because i might consider other things such as job opportunity.

3. overcome some 'disorder' that i possess.

i believe that is all. i don't want to make too many resolutions because i know myself, i know my limit. if i have too many, i won't be able to achieve every single one of them. so let me keep it simple like it is now.

car license. i'm pissed by the service that the pmc or kmc, (whatever about the name) gave to me. they booked for the static test on 23rd of December 2008 (that was last year, hah) but, they cancelled it in the last minute. they told me to wait for their call. i waited for too long that i can't stand it anymore. i told my pakcik about it and he went there to settle things down. this time, they twist the fact, "kami tunggu panggilan daripada encik.". what the heck?. stupid moron.

ahah, about Muse!!!. ohh my, my blood is rushing all over my veins right now. Muse. Muse. Muse. they are going to release their fifth album this year!. i just cannot wait. i cannot wait. and, i told panda about the album and she's looking forward to it. Muse is going to release a 'Symphonic Monster', the hardest song ever. just reading the name, 'Symphonic Monster', gives me a bloody spine chill, goosebumps. it's a three section song, comprises of different genres and it would probably lasts for 13 minutes. i believe piano, guitar, bass, drums, synth, are gonna blend into one and boom, there you have it, a 'Symphonic Monster'. who would have thought of that, a 'Symphonic Monster'??. my god. Matt, you are such a Genius. i think i'm running out of words now, so i better leave it here, for now. because to me, there is no word that can even begin to describe how powerful Muse is, how brilliant Muse is. ok Oma, enough~.

ohh and i cracked the code given by Muse to their fans!!!. i solved it myself. i feel special.

guitar and my band. i finally found the tone that i find it quite similar to what was Matt's tone when he was on the Absolution Tour. but the tone that i found is like 4 years behind, way back. i'm trying to find the guitar tone he is having now. i would describe his current tone as 'crispy on the treble, punching on the midrange and fat on the bass'. hell, no one can achieve that. only Matt does. maybe the pickup of his guitar holds the key to that tone. anyway, my band is better than last time and we're now 'trying' to write some songs. but be warned, we are not gonna make music as a living. just for pure excitement.

i think i'll stop now.

Happy New Year to all!

Cheers,
Umar.

p/s: it was a meaningful chat indeed. i poured it out to u. and hopefully, we'll find unlimited joy on this new year eh?. now, we start a new chapter.

it's finally over.

i feel quite lost after SPM. i just feel empty. i really do not like this kind of feelings, it makes you feel uneasy. anyway, i'm glad it's over. finally, it's over. . .

See you all soon, byebye!

this is my last post. actually it's a bit sad.

well, in this post, i'm gonna write about people that cast away my fears towards SPM, things that make me feel not afraid of SPM and life after SPM.

first, the people that i love, that is important to me and people that eliminates my fear;

Apit.
apit, i just wanna say thanks a lot to you. i really appreciate what u told me and that talk was meaningful to me. frankly, i feel like SPM is just pieces of papers after we end our chat that night, i dont feel that afraid anymore. fuck, you really eliminate my fears man. thanks.

Abang Atan.
without that hug, i can bet that i would explode in any moment. but thank God you were there at that time. i feel the load fell off my back. so lega now.

Abang Shafiq dan Bapak.
thanks a lot. abang shafiq gave me the spirit before he went back to Bentong. i don't feel scared of SPM that much anymore. i'll just relax and chill. breathe in deep.

Cikgu Faridah.
cikgu, thanks a lot to you. you really give me the light of hope, calmness and spirit to me. that talk was meaningful to me, really, it helps. i never thought i should be feeling happy to sit for SPM. "oma, rasa seronok bila nak jawab SPM. . .". the moment i heard the word 'seronok', i feel like bursting into tears but i just chill and mute myself. seriously, i never thought of that word.

Mr. Tan.
Sir, without you, i am 100% sure that i cannot excel in my studies especially in Addmath. and you gave me lots of tips on how to prepare and answer SPM questions.

Cikgu Noni.
cikgu memang menaikkan semangat saya terutamanya untuk menjawab BM. "alaah, SPM tu kacang je. . .". ayat tu memang mengurangkan ketakutan saya terhadap SPM. dan aku rasa apa yang cikgu cakap memang betul.

Emak.
my mom always give support to me especially during exam time. she is the hope and give light to me. i don't feel that scared anymore.

Pn. Lau.
she is like the mother to most of us. i believe she cares about her students by heart. she loves to teach, love it with passion. it is a rare event for her not to be in class. always be there for us.

ms. piggy.
i feel like writing your name here but i don't want you to feel bad or anything. but, never mind that. she gives me the inspiration to study hard. concern about me . always be there for me whenever i am down. sometimes she makes me pissed off. but most of the time, she makes me feel wonderful.


one of the things that make me feel uplifted and not scared of SPM is a song from Muse called Invincible. there is this part of the song, the lyrics is nice.
this is the snippet of the lyrics.

"Don't give up the fight,
you will be all right,
because there is no one like you,
in the Universe."

okay, here comes the part where i find it both interesting and sad;

My life after SPM is over;

- no more text book

- no more the good old baju sekolah

- no more breakfast early in the morning

- no more homework

- no more BIG laughs with Zulfikri.

- i can't cabut Fazrol's bulu anymore.

- gonna miss my teachers

- no more chit-chat with Pn. Azora

- no more canteen

- gonna miss my friends.

- no more studying

- can't tease Alif anymore

- will talk less with Adib

- no need to wake up early

- do not need ties anymore

- can't laugh out loud in class

- no more listening to radio while going to school


i believe this is the end now. before i go, please pray for me and also to all of my friends so that we can achieve great results and excel in life as well. forgive me if i have done anything wrong to you all.

P/S: quite frustrated now, but never mind. .it'll subside soon. .take care sunshine. .

Selamat Hari Raya

finally, raya is here. and that is a Yahoo! for me. actually, not really. i do not want to over enjoy it till i forget everything that i studied.

so, i'm going back to my kampung the 2nd day of raya and maybe i'll be back in kuantan the very next day. don't want to be there that long since i have lots to study.

so, i wish u all, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maff Zahir dan Batin.

forgive me if i did something wrong to you guys. and good luck in the upcoming SPM.

Cheers,

Umar

P/S: be the first and if possible, please hold on throughout the night. .

Sex in pain, keeps me alive, yes.

just ignore the title, don't take it seriously.

that picture up there was taken after our act during Teacher's Day 08'. i suddenly stumble across it just now.

i changed my mind. i won't do any video due to "lack of determination and insufficient equipment". i feel quite frustrated lately. anyway, do watch the song. click it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qgyD2rXcdeU

alright, see you then.

Cheers,

Umar

Huggable, Sleepable, Comatoseable

yes!!. finally i manage to swim through it. some are easy but some are just too damn hard for me. well generally, i think im better this time than the previous one. so in this post, i'm gonna talk about my trial and some other stuff. staying up late; it pays off man.

so, i'll review each paper that i took.

Bahasa Melayu

yeah man, i do believe that i kick ass in the karangan section.

everyone in my class did actually.

i was very nervous when i get the paper.

i fear that i would be blank when i'm about to write something.

but luckily, "u just have to believe in yourself and write".

thanks ya.

Bahasa Inggeris

essay just a so-so.

poems and story brilliantly answered.

summary like shit, i never feel this hard before. why did they issue it? sigh.
novel ok.

it's not as good as before la.

Sejarah
i nearly cried la when i get to know my marks.

i feel pelik why i can't score.
anyway,
it's a "byebye".
enough said.

Pendidikan Islam
heh, i thought it would be easy but turns out the other way leh.

there was this section about Quran verses.

u have to know/memorise them but i do not.

so, i left them blank.

(^_^)

Physics

the night before it, i really study and stay up till late at night.

and it really pays off.

seriously.

i was shaking happy when i receive my paper 1 result.

BUT, it's not that i'm proud or anything.

i just wanna share it with u.

and i hope that my P2 and P3 also as high as the P1

i really hope i got it high.

Mathematics

when i was writing this post, i called my friend and he told me something.

and you know what that is?. i got 94% for Math.

wahlaweh!!

i "bang" hard rite?.

looking forward for SPM.

Additional Mathematics

my forte'.

my love.

it's my favourite subject besides Physics.

anyway, i didn't do that well in P2.

but it's enough for an A.

and there's a one who laughed at me getting low.

it's okay buddy, after all that i taught u and stuff, u do deserve to laugh at me right?

thanks but no thanks.

"u shoo him away from ur thoughts k?. .and shoot him away with ur marks. ."

what a quote from u la.

it really gives me hope in kicking "someone" ass.

Lukisan Kejuruteraan

aha!

i believe i am better this time.

i just tembak some like "tangent".

don't get the concept.

but, it's more than okay la actually.

Chemistry

im WAY better this time.

trust me, i won't fail.

but just the paper 2.

i find it very hard la

i even have the time to colour my periodic table of elements since i have so much time left during paper 2.

sigh.

but paper 3, damn! i NEVER feel that easy before in my life.

i answered it with "colours".

EST

the first part quite tricky.

and the essay, i really like what i wrote.

i think it would be higher this time.

this is my Periodic Table of Elements.

heheh. =b

so, that is all people. conclusion, i think i would kick ass in this exam, much better than my recent exam. i actually deserve it because i studied and i did it smartly. guys, do not study hard but smartly. and do not give up if u fail or something. to me, i prefer to fail in trial than in SPM.

and i'm quite happy with my life at the moment. =D. there's more light to it. i promise, i won't do that la. it's just that i'm joking with u wei, don't take it seriously k. "that" thing is only for me, i won't share it with anyone. i promise u. miss me, msg me.

ohh before i forget, guys, this raya please use it as the time to study. i'll enjoy myself the first two days. then i'll start my engine back. just an opinion from me.

okay, i'm done!.

see u later eh.

Cheers,

Umar

*my combed hair*

Tina oh Tina...

i'm buzy with studying since trial is just few days away..i might not be around for these few weeks..i have to study..study for my own sake..and i'll be back after the trial and that is like, 3 weeks from now??..heh..gonna miss this blog..


studying...

last few snaps..did these after pissa.. ; )

Cheers,
Umar

P/S: i think i've improved in chemistry tremendously (for my level laa)..now i can do lots of question which i can't do in the past...ohh btw!, Tina, its fun talking to you but you sombong and jual mahal with me!.. =b..haha!....and let us keep "that" only between us ya?.. =D


Sayonara~