Harus pantas.

Physics di peringkat universiti payah ya. agak jubo di situ. harap dapat back up dengan segera.

Calculus ok, it's my favourite thing. ^^

English best, lecturer aku cantik.

Computer has the best classes over here, laugh-non-stop kind of classes.

P/S: "Guane jig?" - Alif (gila kelakar wei!)

alright.

I belong to you.

it's like this.

i want you. so i get to know you, make friends with you, take care of you, walk with you, share laughter and et cetera.

we get closer. and closer.

but, there is a but.

when we get to the stage where we'd say "I belong to you", i isolate myself from you.

i don't feel like knowing you, i don't take care of you, i don't walk with you, i don't share the laughter with you and so on.

i feel like vomitting whenever i see you.

what the fuck is going on?

i can't explain myself.

maybe i still haven't found the right one yet.

P/S : "Umar, what you give, you get back. Bear that in mind." - Zizah

alright.

Menang

Tunggu,
Biar aku tunggu,
Kemenangan,
Pasti milikku,
Lekas bangun dari situ,
Jangan buang masa aku,

Siapa dirimu,
Hati yang ku benci,
Siapa dirimu,
Hati yang ku benci,

Lemas,
Ditelan masa,
Terleka,
Dan terus terlena,
Masa untuk kita ubah,
Dan aku pasti kita menang,

Siapa dirimu,
Hati yang ku benci,
Siapa dirimu,
Hati yang ku benci,

Extraordinary Love

Muse,

i uhh. .can't help to be amazed whenever i listen to your music.

United States of Eurasia, fucking good. really.

the middle part; strings everywhere, arabic scales up and down, riffs. ohh man, this is just too fucking good.

Muse, WORDS FAIL ME.

alright.

The Resistance

wow, wow and wow.

MUSE will be releasing the fifth album this fcuking september!!!.

lala~~~~~~~.....(just imagine a choir band for that word)

amazing, magnificent, majestic, awesome, the best, ultra great. THERE'S NO WORD THAT CAN EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW GENIUS MUSE IS.

-WORDS FAIL ME-

being honest, i feel like SCREAMING when i saw their track listing. so majestic. so beautiful. so MUSE.

*MUSE*

ok, moving on. =.="

i had a great time over here, loads of friends if compared to last time, good facilities, comfortable apartment and hell yeah, just now i studied physics and one thing that i find about physics is that i can easily grab the concept. my secret?. it's because i really love physics. and math.

it was tiring and all that but overall, it was good. i don't care about having clicks here and there, all i care is to be friends with my housemate and my classmates.

MUSE and Jay Chou keep me alive over here.

that's all folks.

alright.

Random

i'm back in Kuantan. i miss my family like dem. friends, the usual-faces, my house, my piano and guitar, almost everything.

going to UM is really a precious experience for me. it made me realize that the time for me to really grow up and be an adult has come. it opened my eyes on many things. friends. family. making decisions. loneliness. survival. the inner strength in you. too many to be mentioned.

to be honest, i am a loner at UM. i don't have a friend. i don't have any friends there. just couples of hye-and-bye friends. for the first time in my life, i have no one to talk to, i felt lonely. i can say most of my friends now are moving along with their own lives. we are separated. i guess this is life, friends do come and go. anyways, it was a terrible first week for me at UM, i seriously have no one. i eat alone. i walk alone. i sit alone. i was alone.

there was this time, i was sitting alone and eating at the cafeteria, i often see groups of people eating together. i wanted to feel what it's like to be in that group. it could be fun as people say "the more the merrier". well my point here is, you gotta be friendly to people when you go to any uni. i personally think that i am a shy person, that's why i don't really have friends over there. i will be your friend IF you make the first move. seriously, go ask all of my buddies, ask them "How do you get to know with Umar?". i'm sure 90% of them will say, "well, i was the one who started the conversation with him."

as time passes by, by the second week, my mind realized something, a fact which is quite true to me. i realized that it is time for me to be independent. and now, i just don't care about getting the 'huhahuha' friends in uni because my parents send me to uni to gain knowledge and get the degree, not to hangout and having fun. they invest a big amount of money to send me there. i shouldn't be wasting their money, no, hell no.

i guess that's all about UM.

moving on, last few days my cousins went to cherating beach for holidays and my sister and i paid them a visit. we had fun. mak teh nina ariel apit kak tie were there. apit is immensely funny. paling aku tak boleh bla bila part kat cendol. we were waiting for our cendols and came this one man serving our cendols to us. apit, while taking the cendols from that guy, spontaneously say "lawalah hensem.". serious, aku rasa macam nak ambik perut kambing pastu gigit (okay lame). tak boleh blah. memang aku gelak kaw-kaw kat situ. apit oh apit. on the way back, we went to the beach and apit out of the blue wanted to eat kfc. he eleh, out of all things, kfc?. klakar. ^_^

so that's it for now, i'll do more blogging if i have the time.

i'm bringing my lappy to uni. so, expect to see me on the weekends.

alright.

Awake

Sorry, gotta remove this one.

Untuk Dia.

tinggi harapanku,
untukmu,
tak sangka separuh jalan,
jika semua memori kita diletakkan dalam cakera,
akan aku mainkannya setiap hari,
cantik,
engkau memang cantik,
izinkan aku menatap wajahmu lagi,
kau pijak hatiku lagi,

biar aku lupakan engkau,
asal aku tak sama denganmu,
jangan cemari apa yang dah ada.

OMG

ohh my, i open my lappy and guess what?

55 UNREAD EMAIL !!!

59 FB NOTIFICATIONS!!!

iwas like, "the hell?. .dem !. .left for a day and. .dem seriously. ."

wakaka, gonna open them. .